| Chapter 30 |
1 | But now they that are younger than I, have me in derision, whose fathers I would have disdained to set with the dogs of my flock. |
2 | Yes, to what might the strength of their hands profit me, in whom old age had perished? |
3 | For want and famine they were solitary; fleeing into the wilderness in former time desolate and waste. |
4 | Who cut up mallows by the bushes, and juniper roots for their food. |
5 | They were driven forth from among men, (they cried after them, as after a thief;) |
6 | To dwell in the clefts of the valleys, in caves of the earth, and in the rocks. |
7 | Among the bushes they brayed; under the nettles they were collected. |
8 | They were children of fools, yes, children of base men: they were viler than the earth. |
9 | And now I am their song, yes, I am their by-word. |
10 | They abhor me, they flee far from me, and spare not to spit in my face. |
11 | Because he hath loosed my cord, and afflicted me, they have also let loose the bridle before me. |
12 | Upon my right hand rise the youth; they push away my feet, and they raise up against me the ways of their destruction. |
13 | They mar my path, they set forward my calamity, they have no helper. |
14 | They came upon me as a wide breaking in of waters: in the desolation they rolled themselves upon me. |
15 | Terrors are turned upon me: they pursue my soul as the wind: and my welfare passeth away as a cloud. |
16 | And now my soul is poured out upon me; the days of affliction have taken hold upon me. |
17 | My bones are pierced in me in the night season: and my sinews take no rest. |
18 | By the great force of my disease is my garment changed: it bindeth me about as the collar of my coat. |
19 | He hath cast me into the mire, and I have become like dust and ashes. |
20 | I cry to thee, and thou dost not hear me: I stand up, and thou regardest me not. |
21 | Thou hast become cruel to me: with thy strong hand thou opposest thyself against me. |
22 | Thou liftest me up to the wind; thou causest me to ride upon it, and dissolvest my substance. |
23 | For I know that thou wilt bring me to death, and to the house appointed for all living. |
24 | Yet he will not stretch out his hand to the grave, though they cry in his destruction. |
25 | Did not I weep for him that was in trouble? was not my soul grieved for the poor? |
26 | When I looked for good, then evil came: and when I waited for light, there came darkness. |
27 | My bowels boiled, and rested not: the days of affliction came upon me. |
28 | I went mourning without the sun: I stood up, and I cried in the congregation. |
29 | I am a brother to dragons, and a companion to owls. |
30 | My skin is black upon me, and my bones are burned with heat. |
31 | My harp also is turned to mourning, and my organ into the voice of them that weep. |